the cushy sheltered way of life was really no fun

[forthsofar]

She's kept quiet about it. Not because of any worry or concern, not because she feels as though she's done anything wrong--indeed, in a way this feels the furthest thing from incorrect. There's just been a lot to think about, thoughts and feelings and needs that she's been turning over in her head and trying to parse out on her own before she brings them up with either Nick or Sabrina. She'll need to, because they're the cause of it all, the ones that sparked that odd blossoming warmth within her as they asked questions that held just the barest edge of command behind them.

It could be that she's understanding it all wrong, her relative inexperience turning words murmured in the heat of passion into something that feels more weighty than it is. But somehow, she doesn't think so. Whether she's misunderstood or not, though, Rosie wants to be sure of herself, and sure of what she wants. As she'd been told before, so many times, that's the only way this works.

After a few days of thought, she's ready to open the conversation, and given that they already had plans this afternoon, Nick seems the perfect person to start with. Settled on his couch and entwined under a blanket, they watch--well, mostly--the season premiere of that awful witch show Nick had fallen in love with during his convalescence, the both of them laughing and shouting things at the screen. Once it's over, Rosie reaches for the remote control, clicking the television off.

"Nick," she says softly, a flutter of uncertainty starting up in the pit of her stomach, something she tries to ignore. She turns in his arms until she can press a kiss to his mouth. "Could I...there's something I wanted to talk to you about." Realizing how that might sound only once it's out, her eyes widen, just slightly. "Something...I think it's something good, I promise."

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[awickedtime]

"On your back with your hands up over your head," he says, pulling her back onto his cock, the slap of skin on skin obscene. "So you can't hide from me."

[forthsofar]

Rosie nods, feeling the soft brush of her hair as it falls in her face. "Exactly," she moans, letting herself be moved and pulled by the hands gripping her hips so bruisingly tight. "On dis-display however you want, all yours for a-anything you need."

She can feel that pooling, building need reaching a familiar peak between her thighs, and she moans again, louder and needier. "Nick, I'm going to...I want to..."

[awickedtime]

When she says that he goes still inside her, holding her still. It's torture, but a sweet kind. He rolls his head back on his neck, dragging in a breath through his nose.

"If you want it you need to beg for it, Rosie."

[forthsofar]

Nick stops, and Rosie wails, a desperate and pathetic sound she's never made before. "Nick, for the love of...you can't stop, I'm so...this is s-so...please."

It's desperate and practically incoherent, a run of words and cries that only barely fulfill what he's asked of her. She doesn't care.

[awickedtime]

With his cock still buried deep inside her, he leans back enough to slap her already reddened ass.

"Come on, Rosie. You can do better than that."

[forthsofar]

She lets out a ragged sob when he slaps her ass, her cunt clenching around him--not enough to carry her over the edge, but so, so close it's maddening.

"I want to come, Nick," she cries, trying again to do what he asks; trying to do it better this time, good enough to satisfy him and get her everything she wants. "I want you to k-keep going, keep moving, keep...keep..." She's barely aware of what she's saying, begging pleas just tumbling out of her until she finds the one that makes him start to move again. "I want to come like this, blindfolded a-and on all fours and looking like...s-something obscene, because you want me to look like this and..."

She pants, knowing what she has to say, and knowing that it's so shamefully true. "A-and because it's the kind of good girl I want to be."

[awickedtime]

"That's it," says Nick, starting to rock his hips again, starting to fuck her again, his hand smoothing along her back. "That's a good girl, Rosie. You can come. Let me see it."

[forthsofar]

It's all too easy to give herself over to everything: the way their bodies start to rock together once more; the gentle stroke of Nick's hand along her back; the way his low, praising words sink like something warm into her chest in a way that should shock her, but doesn't.

"Thank you, Nick," she moans, and then she's coming, shaking and crying out, curling in on herself as much as she's able to while still staying mostly in position for him.

[awickedtime]

When she comes, harder than he thinks he's seen her come before, her cunt clenches around his cock and he sees stars. He keeps his hips moving, fucking her through it, getting closer and closer to the edge himself until he tips over, coming so hard he feels like he's going to pass out.

[forthsofar]

She's breathless and wrung out in the wake of her orgasm, dazed from the sensation. When Rosie hears him groan above her as he goes over the edge, there's a strange flicker of triumph that goes through her.

"That was..." she sighs, once she's able to find the words at all. "I really liked that, Nick." It's so blatant and shameless, and Rosie feels her face go hot again.

[awickedtime]

Nick takes the time to take care of the condom before he slips back onto the bed with Rosie, reaching up to pull the blindfold off her eyes, tugging her down into her arms.

"Yeah," he says, grinning and pressing a kiss to her forehead. "I could tell."

[forthsofar]

After so long wearing the blindfold, the flood of light when Nick pulls it off is a little startling; Rosie blinks, her pupils dark and wide, until her vision adjusts.

"Oh, hush," she murmurs, nestling against his chest as he pulls her into his embrace. She stays pressed close like that for a minute or two, quiet and thoughtful, letting both of them come down from the intensity of all that they'd just done.

"It was...you liked it too, right?" she asks, thinking she knows the answer already but wanting in this moment to be absolutely sure. "Being that, you know, forceful with me, it was alright for you?"

[awickedtime]

"It's been a while, but that was a lot of fun," he says, still grinning as he twirls the ends of her hair, looking down into her face. "I enjoyed having you at my mercy, Wilson. And that's a pretty good list of things that we know you like to work with."

[forthsofar]

"I suppose it is," she says, and though she's still blushing hard, seeing the way he's smiling makes her own answering grin come much easier. "I don't...I wouldn't want it to be like this every time we go to bed together, I don't think, but..."

Rosie trails off, briefly embarrassed all over again. "But now that we know we both like it, and know what I like most about it, it doesn't make sense not to do it again."

[awickedtime]

"Whenever you're in the mood," he says, smiling. "I've got a little list in my head now, anyway."

[forthsofar]

"Oh dear," Rosie murmurs, though the thought of him planning for next time makes her heart race a little in anticipation. "Knowing how clever you are, Nick, I think you'll come up with quite a few ideas, going off that list."

[awickedtime]

"Do you want to talk about it a little?" he asks, combing his fingers through her dark hair, playing with it the way he's been drawn to since they started getting close. "What really worked for you?"

[forthsofar]

"I think I would," Rosie says, the continued touch to her hair settling her just a little more. It always did, in one way or another, but something about it in the context of this moment now makes it all the more reassuring.

"The blindfold was good," she starts, after a moment of thought. "It made it all feel more...I wasn't sure what you were going to do, until you told me. It felt like being even more at your mercy, in a way."

[awickedtime]

He kisses her temple, pulling a blanket up over them as they settle.

"Blindfold was good," he says. "I think you might get off on the humiliation of it all, a little bit."

[forthsofar]

Rosie ducks her head at that. "I think so too," she admits, her voice shy and quiet. "It felt so dirty, being made to ask you to do things to me, or told get into a position I knew had to be completely obscene even if I couldn't see it. But it still turned me on, despite that."

The blanket is warm and soft, the feeling of it against her skin providing another layer of comfort. "I liked it when you, um," she starts, looking up at him once again. "I liked it when you spanked me, too. Especially when it happened after I'd been a little impertinent."

[awickedtime]

"That's definitely something we can play with," he says. "See how far I can push it without freaking you out. It's a bit of a balancing act, that sort of thing." He grins. "Having you over my knee was kind of fun."

[forthsofar]

She nods. "You did a good job balancing it this time," she says. "The one thing I didn't...it was a little too much, when you suggested I finger my, um...my ass." The word feels a little awkward, but she makes herself say it even as her blush deepens another few shades. "But you stopped right away, so it was only uncomfortable for a moment, truly."

Tilting her head up, she brushes a soft kiss to the underside of his jaw, a reassurance of her own. "Being put over your knee was so unexpected," she agrees, laughing softly. "Having you drag me into place, the way it felt to be so vulnerable, all of it."

[awickedtime]

"Vulnerable but good, right?" says Nick, brushing his lips against her forehead, the corner of his mouth tugging up into a smile. "Yeah, anal is...definitely not for everyone. It'd be hot, I'm not going to lie, but if you're not into it, you're not into it, babe."

[forthsofar]

"Oh good grief, that word, Nick," she says, rolling her eyes even as she's smiling up at him. Maybe to protest that--however mildly--makes her seem a little prim, even incongruously so after what they'd just done, but she doesn't entirely care. "Not that you need any more wicked ideas for next time, but I think you're going to enjoy making me say vulgar things, most of all."

Rosie lets out a quiet breath, nodding in answer to the question. "Vulnerable but good, yes. Like I was being properly punished for being a bit of a brat, especially since I'd already been told not to be."

[awickedtime]

"They do sound particularly filthy when you say them," he says. "And that wasn't a flat no, by the way." He grins broadly at her, definitely teasing. "Why do I suspect that that's not going to stop you being a brat?"