"I need to be brave enough to talk to them about it, too," she murmurs, and that feels like the hardest part of all. Saying anything feels as though it has as much chance of fixing the things she needs to have fixed as it does of smashing them entirely. With things already so fragile, that risk feels even more like something she shouldn't take on.

Neither of them are here now, though; it's only her and Newt, and Rosie takes the space that gives her to think about what she's been asked. "Before anything, I think I have to decide what I should be to Sabrina now. What I'm ready to be. Charlie and I are practically family, that's not going to change, but...when Nick was here, it was easier to be with Sabrina sometimes and not think about it? Which sounds awful, I know it sounds awful."